Friday, April 10, 2009

The person tomorrow.

I'm always going to be me, you know? I keep thinking I'll do things in the future like I'm gonna want to do them then. But I'll be the same, I'll be the same person not wanting to do it. I went through this phase last year called "Future Me", I'd make a lunch every night before I went to bed so that I'd have one at school, so "Future Me" wouldn't have to worry about it or spend any money. It was all about looking out and preparing for "Future Me" like she was someone else, someone more important that appears the next day. But it was always just me and I'd sit there with my lunch and barely thank "Past Me". So, I stopped that. I stopped really looking out for future me. That doesn't mean that I'm living in some proverbial moment, thinking only of today. I'm just leaving my comfortability and security in the air.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

thinking about the future is very uncool.